For the past few months I’ve had the strength to keep going with life and its struggles for a few reasons. The most significant being that my daily life and routine would become a lot easier. That my problems would be easier to solve and my puzzles easier to put together. Now that I know this won’t happen, I have to work to be my own relief. It’s not going to just happen for me, nothing’s free. I have to make my own, earn my own. The dictionary is the only place relief come before work.